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08:42 am
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Good Summer To All.
Hey guys, if anyone still has me as their friend then you should know something...if you didn't know, I'm in a new band called AMISTAD. We're a metal/hardcore/rock blend that leans towards the melodic side of things. We're very proud of how the music has come thus far, and we would like to share our happiness with everyone!
Go check out our myspace band site at www.myspace.com/amistadhc
We also have a regular band website at www.amistadhc.com, but don't go there yet cause Parker's being a lazy ass and not getting it ready so bother him about it.
We will be playing shows in the Tallahassee area once again upon my arrival for fall semester, and I will try to get a couple of shows in Naples or nearby locations for the summer.
In the meantime check out our couple of songs we have up in the myspace site, if you would like to hear some more e-mail me at fed@amistadhc.com and I'll more than probably hook you up.
Pick up an instrument and make music.
Current Mood: @ work
Current Music: Bane - My Therapy
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12:09 pm
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Southern Hemisphere
So, I´m in Bolivia!!!! This place fukin rocks so hard. I haven´t stopped eating the beef here sincee I arrived. I can´t ask for a better vacation. Cody and Mary are still getting used to the way people drive(seeing how Cody has almost gotten run over about 15 times so far).
The best beer in the world is from mymotherland! HUARI is the greatest alcoholic beverage I probably have ever tasted.
Anna, moms, sister, niece, and some other family get in today!
Until next time.
Current Mood:  ecstatic
Current Music: Mana - Corazon Espinado
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12:02 pm
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An Update
Last night I was supposed to work the closing shift, which is ordinarily a 10 P.M. - 4 A.M. shift; BUT, yesterday I beat my manager in 20 questions twice in a row, and I let him draw all over my face with permanent marker. Quite the sight...so I got out at around 10:50. Not bad in my opinion.
I've picked up writing once again. It's wonderful and I hope I never stop again, just like crack.
Been writing a lot of music lately; both for FTYSD and for the Fred Charez Experience.
It was so nice to have Alexes here, even if I did only see her for a day. Very nice.
I've been working a lot. I consider myself a master of the poultry sciences now.
I got the fourth season of the Simpsons which is by far the best season the come out on DVD, and in my personal opinion one of the best easons altogether.
Anna is working on the Bobby Bowden tribute. She is designing an enormous glass window in the back of the stadium, and she has managed to put my face on the faces of the people in the crowd. So I will permanently be there...pretty cool huh? They also put Waldo up there, which I thought was just silly.
Pearl Jam is one of the best bands of all time.
I can't wait until football season starts again.
Check out the new and much improved For This You Should Die website: www.forthisyoushoulddie.com.
Now to the real reason for this: ATTENTION!!
Date: JULY 19TH
Time: 6 P.M.
Place: RISING TIDE RECORDS (for further sirections go to risingtiderecords.com or, forthisyoushoulddie.com)
Who: HORSE THE BAND, JIYUNA, FOR THIS YOU SHOULD DIE (US!!!), AND ONE MORE TBA
- Please come out to this show, there's a small yet very special surprisefor anyone who will come to this show. Plus Jiyuna fukin owns, and if you don't come to at least see them, then that's just a travesty. HORSE THE BAND!! ROCKS!
P.S. You've probably heard this a million times by now, but the new Unearth is unbelievable.
Current Mood:  lazy
Current Music: Unearth - Endless
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12:23 pm
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SHOW TOMORROW NIGHT (MAY 25TH)
Tomorrow night the hardcore/metal slaughterhouse known as For This You Should die (yours truly and others), will have the pleasure for opening up for:
EVERY TIME I DIE
EVERGREEN TERRACE
THE KINISON
THE BRONX
FOR THIS YOU SHOULD DIE
Show starts @ 9 with a door cover of $10, maybe a little less, @ the world reknown Big Daddy's. Come and support MUSIC! Come and have a fucking good ass time!
P.S. Fed, bring an extra guitar.
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Phish - Bouncing Around the Room
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11:22 am
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Ha! You thought i was done. I've only just begun...
Damn long breaks between classes.
Semester's going great. My classes are pretty interesting, except for my speech which is just funny. My speech teacher walks everyday hungover, and we start talking about sports or music, or perhaps even...the ladies. He gives us the answers to the quizzes and then lets us use our notes, AFTER HE'S ALREADY GIVEN US THE ANSWERS. Pretty awesome stuff.
I know more in my Latin American Civilizations class then my teacher, who by the way keeps on mispronouncing Hernan Cortes' name after I corrected him. But he's got a good sense of humor and a very nice old man gut, so I like him.
I've recently joined a band called For This You Should Die. The name is scary and so is the music. By scary I mean awesome. Toni/y, Chris, Andrew, and Parker <~~ bandmates. All pretty talented guys, and the music thus far has been very excellent. Got five songs down, and it's sounding like the bomb.
Holy Shit! Tango lessons yesterday. Anna and I are the best beginning dancers in the fukin world; and our dance instructor is so fly. She's pretty and nice, and doesn't have bad breath. Anna and I apparently have very good rhythm, but need some work on our posture. I can lead like a champ and Anna just goes along and looks pretty. She's supposed to avoid eye contact and put on a mean face...Yea the whole avoiding and mean face thing, she cannot do at all. She's a giddy box and can't stop smiling at all.
Besides Tango, we're also learning Merengue and Hustle. I'm such a dancing machine, my legs are gonna come off.
Acoustic music is evolving every day more and more.
I think we got a show on the 7th somewhere.
Patriots are going down.
NFL Street is crazy with a Q...so it's QWAZY!
Party tonite in my pants.
Man, i don't have anyone to come and play with me for the weekend. No forcing me to go to the pet store, or sitting in their room witht he cat smell, or no one getting mad at me. Anna needs to come back.
The cat loves me.
God AC/DC just gets better and better with every passing decade. Definately need an AC/DC cover.
I'm off like a bra at Mardi Gras. Peace
Current Mood:  creative
Current Music: AC/DC - For Those About to Rock (We Salute You)
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04:17 am
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Too bad I'm just another asshole with a lot to say...
Being cluttered up in one egotistical, very excentric medium can really oversee the types of attitudes and extremely annoying qualities of a person...
For the Record: A lengthy manifesto towards the approach of decency, politeness, respect, and honor.
*~! NOT DIRECTED TOWARDS ANYBODY IN PARTICULAR !~*
- I don't give a shit about anybody else's ideologies except for my own. I will more than gladly hear what you have to say, but more than likely, I won't agree with or won't agree with it to the point where I can really care for.
- I hate the fact that I am completely head over heels, nose over tail, flip upside down in love with a type of music that evokes its own subculture that tends to be hypocritical and very backstabbing in general. The culture that spawns is beautiful in the mind, but wretched in the flesh. I want to stab every single sideways-hat wearing, tight jeans fitting, black shirt asshole out there. It's not just music, it's not a style, it's a lifestyle chosen to be represented not by melodrama, but by sincerity and self-respect. The underground indie rock culture should evoke brotherhood and unity, not separation and hypocrasy.
If people have something to say about someone else, then grow a pair and say it to their face. Stop the whining that occurs. Stop the judging, stop the whispering, stop the ridicule, stop crying over what someone said, stop the aggresiveness that brings out fights just because you think one band is emocore and another person thinks it's screamo. Stop the close-mindedness, stop the criticizing of bands (if you don't have anything good to say, then don't say it...silence is often louder than words, and way more polite as well). Most importantly stop trying to be what the concensus thinks you should be. If someone's different uphold their uniquness and bring out the positivity within it.
If none of that meant two shits to you, than at least...and this is a plea...STOP WEARING THOSE STUPID FUCKING MESH-HATS.
- I appreciate anyone's opinion very much. As I appreciate your opinion, also appreciate mine.
- Wait for your turn to speak, if you have something related to what I have to say, DON'T INTERRUPT; bite your tongue and wait for my ending.
- If you have a chance, volunteer at a local homeless shelter. It will make you realize that your life isn't a pile of shit like you thought it was, so you can stop crying over whatever heartbreak, bad grade, bastard parent, rotten sibling, or wanted, material, UNNECESSARY possession you desire. It will make you realize that you do not have it that bad, and it will make you appreciate the hot food, warm home, and sturdy shelter that allows you to keep on keeping on.
- If you have someone you love that also loves you back, tell them so. Something can happen tomorrow or the next that can m ake that person disappear. Express your appreciation, and strive for an even better relationship...this isn't advice for lovebirds, but for anyone who has ever cared for someone...tell your parents, your sister, your neighbor...fuck, whoever...they'll appreciate it more than you'll ever know.
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Tallahassee is rad.
I like my apartment, I like my roomates, I like my neighbors, and I like beer.
I cannot be beaten in Madden
I FUCKIN LOVE PUNK ROCK!
I like writing what I feel.
I like having a mind of my own.
I like soup
I like dogs
I love my family
I HATE ONIONS!
I yearn for an equal spciety that holds no differences between races and ethnicities. United as the human race...the only race that counts.
I wish I could have seen Ten Yard Fight, Frank Sinatra, The Beatles, Van Halen (David Lee Roth Van Halen, none of that Sammy Haggar shit), Billie Holiday, Minor Threat, Dead Kennedys, Notorious BIG, Operation Ivy, The Smiths, Nirvana, In My Eyes, Queen, Rage Against the Machine, Michael Jackson (Everything from the Dangerous album and before), Jud Jud, What Feeds the Fire, Bob Marley, Run-DMC with JamMaster Jay, and Tito Puente before they broke up/died.
I hope I can still get to see U2, Radiohead, Santana, Unearth, BigWig, Ben Folds Five, Aretha Franklin, Cake, Coldplay, Converge, Dispatch, Fugazi, Dead Prez, Ensign, Ignite, James Brown, Nas, Ludacris, Madonna, and Pain before they break-up/die.
Current Mood:  tired
Current Music: Pennywise - Never Know
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12:11 am
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What's that sound? ...oh wait, it's my heartbeat.
I am one GROWN ASS MAN! I'm fucking twenty years old. I'm in my twenties. This is out of control.
I had a wonderful time at the little shindig Taylor and family put on this past Saturday. It's been a while since I've had a birfday party. Thanks Taywuh, you're the bestest.
Oh man, somehow, someway, I'm getting a friggin iPod. I have $100 in for my fund. So, any givers are very welcome.
I got the Family Guy DVD volume 1. I've been getting my family guy on so much. I'm in heaven.
I'm getting the fuck out of here tomorrow. Holy Ho...Tally Ho that is. Shit, I'm excited. Next year is gonna rock my freakin clothes off. My boys and I in one apartment, and my girls in the apartment next door. There's gonna be some crazy pranking going on. Anna, Taylor, Lauren, and Anne, only one word of advice: BE ON THE LOOKOUT!...that's actually four words, but it doesn't matter! better watch out girlies.
My man truck is the hottest piece of sex I've ever seen.
Oh my Jaysus! Taylor, Anna, and Jayce are coming to Bolivia with my family and I this Xmas. I'm so friggin excited.
I recorded a 14 track little cd/demo this past weekend. It came out alrite. If anyone wants to listen to some of the very bad music I've written, let me know, and I'll burn you a cd. The last song is the best...oh oh oh, I covered an Anthem song..."In Your Eyes" for any of you who have the Anthem cd it's song #4.
hChris is a nice guy for recording me this weekend. The "h" stand for "hoe"
New Sick of it All comes out soon. Stomp motherfucker!!
Oh by the way, I went to the doctor so they can tell me what's up with the ol knee. Yea, the doctor told me she's never seen anything like it. She said she's never seen somebody who still has a swollen knee eight months after the accident, or neither has she ever seen anyone who's ever injured themselves like I did. Countlist: Torn ACL, torn Miniscus, torn cartilage, and she thinks that my MCL is also torn. So, the results are...SURGERY. I just don't know when I'll get it done. I don't think I'll ever dance at a show again. It's so sad, but it might have to be the sacrifice I must make in order to do such thing s as walking, and any sort of physical mobilization. Ain't that a bitch.
Dolphins are gonna own this football season. don't judge by their preseason games...don't judge anyone by their preseason games. Just trust me and put your money on the Dolphins cuz we're taking it all the way baby!
Right now, you should look up the lyrics to "Like Glue" by Sean Paul, and tell me what the hell he's saying. That Jamaican creolle mix with english is friggin crazy...If anyone tells me what he's saying, you get a prize.
Ringo Starr and his All Starr band...that's just funny
Who do you think's gonna be the next dead rapper...I'll say 50 Cent. He talks more trash than a short man in a leadership position.
Oh oh oh, and the best Family Guy character is Chris. He's the master of the one liners. I love him.
Current Mood:  giddy
Current Music: Earth, Wind, and Fire - September
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07:37 pm
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The day when shit becomes valuable, is the day when the poor will be born without asses
I'm coming home in three days!!!!!!! That's 2+1, or 1.5x2, or 3/1, or 8x0.375, or ......0.0309278351 x 97....
i saw one of the best shows to ever hit the prestigious capital of ours....Throwdown, EveryTime I Die, Day of Contempt...and last, not least, and most important....mothefukin TERROR!!! Josh's band, Kids Like Us, opened everything up. Them boys can rock out with their cock out. Everyone check out Day of Contempt as well...Australia hardcore straight from downunder...Outback Represent! Then my boys came on. Holy Shit...Terror is so fukin amazing. They make me feel like a pubert girl. As soon as they came on...my fukin dumbass starts to get a circle moving, right, so they start playin a few notes and i start dancing a bit, and what happens? I blow my fukin knee out again. I shoulda known better. My shit's getting checked out on the 8th to see if they're gonna do reconstructive surgery on my ACL, but after last nite, I'm pretty fukin sure they will. My knee looks like an oversized softball. Whatever though, I wasn't gonna let that stop me from rockin the fuck out with some Terror action. Them boys are so good...holy shit. And the best part of it all was that after the show they needed a place to stay for the night, so they came and stayed with me! It was awesome. Oh shit...Doug from Terror took a shit in m pool, and Nick was harassing a girl and trying t get in her pants...it was fabulous. Some of the nicest guys I've met in a while.
With that said, i shouldn't diss EverTime I Die and Throwdown, cause Throwdown performed great. Bunch of fukin hardasses...straight edge to the fullest. RAISE YOUR FIST IN THE AIR!!! EveryTime I Die was nuts too, but their new shit sounds wack. Tallahasse represented on that dance floor last nite too...whooo! some of the South Florida boys could learn a couple of things. All in all, I give it a rating of 11 on a 10 scale. Great show! Even if i did fuck up my knee.
Today I took an elevator to the first floor...only one floor I went up. I felt like a failure...fukin knee
In other news:
The U.S. Congress has passed a bill which further encriminates internet file-sharing. They've signed contracts witht eh major computer manufacturers and software providers in order to trace the file sharers. All 50+ million of us. They will investigate the ones that meet the criteria of "Pirate sharers" (i.e. all of you Kazaa, limewire, acquisition users) and will investigate, subpoena, and prosecute piratees. Also, they have made agreements with a number of the major, public universities in which the universities will release the adresses of those students who pirate songs, software, and other peer to peer downloadable items. The penalties are punishable by up to 10 years in a fukin federal prison.
The government has finally showed its shadiness. They rather comply with the music industry's demand for punishing the invent of the peer to peer network, than otherwise forcing the record labels do something about their marketing and pricing frenzy. The record companies make millions upon millions of dollars in overpriced cds. A cd costs around 15 cents to make, and we go and buy them for up to sometimes $20 a pop. It's ridiculous. If the record companies want us to buy their cds, then lower the fukin prices!! I don't know of one person who would rather have the whole album downloaded than a physical cd with the inlays and everything. It's more personal to own the cd, so Mr. Toni Motola and others, change your prices or live the peer sharing revolution. The pirating will never stop...it won't. So as a fellow of the peer and pirating community I got one fukin word for you....ARRGH!!! Mothefuckers ARGH!
WOOHOOO!!!
I didn't post the Mad Lib, cuz i didn't get enough responses to the denotations.
I get my big man truck on saturday. Holy Toyota. I'm so excited, I'm gonna fukin spray paint it and shit...well maybe not. I'm gonna have a ride again; even if it was made during the reagan years, and it doesn't have many functional doors or ACs and heaters. Who needs that anyway, right?! SHIT YEA!
Well, I still wanna see Bad Boys 2, o when i get home, whoever wants to go...LETS GO!
Current Mood:  bitchy
Current Music: Black Eyed Peas - Where is the Love?
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08:02 pm
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It's all good babe babaaaaay
It was all a dream, I used to read Word Up Magazine, Salt 'n Pepa and Heavy D up in the limousine.
What a great weekend. Thanx to all my peeps who visited me this past weekend: Taylor, Justin, Ben, Cody, Amanda, and the Pink Mistress herself...Miss Anna Maria Daugherty. Talk about getting fukin drunk as a monk. We had so much feezun, you wished you would've been here...BEEEATCH!
I come back to Naples August 2nd.
Birthday...here...August 10th...the big 2-0!
I got a hundred on my Finite Math exam.
Pretty excited about the fall...my neighbors will own, my home will own, Twilight of the Idols will own...your mom owns.
Holy Shit...today i found a rap song that I was working on. Dis shit is teezight 2 da fullest, ya dig. Acoustic Hip-Hop...I'm gonna be the first number #1 hip-hop Latino rapper ever. SHIT! I got more rhymes than there's cops at a dunkin donut shop <~~ If anyone tells me what song that's from...I'll give you a hug.
Again, I reiterate my invincibility and supreme mastery over Tetris...if you wanna bring it, bring it. We bringing drama, fuck you and your motherfukin mama <~~~ If anyone can tell me what song THIS line is from...I'll give you TWO hugs.
Can anyone tell me what "Edicate" means, cause I just can't figure it out. BUTCHERER!
I could really go for a tall glass of Anna right about now.
Man, does Angelina Jolie got some muhfukin lips or what?! She looks like she could drink a lot of warm milk on a hot day.
If you could pin down one song to describe your life what would it be?...I would have to go with "Love Shack" by the illustrious B-52s
Today i was walking down the Union at FSU, and I had my cd player as always, bumping to some Michael Jackson...and you have to understand that when i listen to music on my headphones, everyone else around me also listens to what I'm listening. I liste to my shit LOUD, ya hear me. Well, I was walking and these two frat bitches that were walking by me start laughing at me because I was listening to MJ. So I turn to them and I start singing "Man in the Mirror" real fukin loud, and they just stop and gaze. After one screamed line I slowly turn around while muttering "Fukin PRICK!"...ok, now everyone; How fukin tough am I? Tough guy who loves some Michael Jackson. I bet for those guys it was a THRILLER! HA! man...ok...next
I wanna be one of the Osbournes, so I can say "F*ck, and Sh#t, and C%nt" on TV, and talk about P-Diddy's penis without having a big entourage of large, black men coming to tell me to go for a walk with them.
Alrite, do you remember Mad Libs? Of course you do. It was the only fukin book you bought in your elementary school's library week. Well I need 6 plural nouns, 4 adjectives, 1 number, 1 noun, and 2 occupations. The Mad Lib is called "Why You Should Go to College" I'll post the mad lib after I get all the responses to the nouns, adjectives and all that shit. Please only 3 inputs per person...there is only 14 grammatical denotations, so I know you people can do this for me, since it's fukin stupid to them by yourself. Make them really naughty too...those always come out the best.
Alrite yall...I'm bunking outa here.
Peace in the middle east...rain in spain flows mainly on the plains
Current Mood:  cold
Current Music: Remembering Never - Big Jim's Mistake
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11:31 pm
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To the moon and back...
Well...shit. I don't know how the fuck I got myself in this situation, but I find myself once again writing in this journal.
I went home this weekend...spent the fourth of July along the very lovely, very animated, very pretty, very freakin awesome, and very much the bestest chick...Ms. Taylor Jean McLaughlin. Had a blast, spent a lot of time with friends. Taylor was awesome. I love you like a fat kid loves cake TAYWUH!!!
Shot so many damn fireworks...there was this one fukin kid, who was so damn animated. You know, the kind that seems like they're made of elastic, and pumped up with about as much candy that Willy Wonka can afford; yea, that as this kid. I wanted to shoot him witha tranquilizer gun. Fukin kid. Need to get some fukin ADHD medicine and calm your hyper ass down...I forgot where I ws going with that.
How was 28 Days Later, Fed? - "It was fukin AWESOME!" What a great movie. It kept me on my toes the entire time. It kinda scared me, I'm not gonna lie. Man, after you see it, you can't help but theorize about if the plot could be possible or not. One verybig misunderstanding about this movie is...the angry people aren't ZOMBIES...zombies have to be dead, this people never died in the first place. They're just enraged...
Tetris rocks!
The new Pretty Girls Make Graves cd is fukin amazing...that's all I gotta say about that
Tallahassee is still boring...I can't wait till Fall
Anna came back.....can I get a "YAY!"
I got dolphin pants...fukin sweet
The Family Guy is very very very very funny. It may perhpas be my favorite cartoon...aside from the Charlie Brown Show of course...yes, I like The Family Guy more than The Simpsons. And I'm fukin proud of it dammit.
I live in the south. I notice that I lived in the south because I saw a sign that said "We Need Guns and VCRs"...disgusting
Terror owns all
I rocked my Finite Math exam so good. I'm a statistics master
Is it August yet...ah shit
My birfday is in one more monf...August 10 REPRESENT!
I'm gettin fukin old...I'm a grown ass man
Cody, Ben, and Justin...you suckas better be coming up in two weeks like you said you would. I need some sweet lovin, and I'm not coming on to any strange person that I see.
WOW WOW WOW!! I won my first bid at eBay. AND! I payed with paypal. I feel so accomplished. All by my lonesome. I never thought I'd figured that shit out...then again I never really looked at it past 2 minutes...next step, getting a seller's account. BREAK!
I'm gonna volunteer at "The Shelter" during the fall. The Shelter is a homeless shelter here in Tallahassee. If any of you Tally Hoes would like to join me on my quest towards spiritual reciprocity, let me know.
I've decided that the 80s weren't worthless...very good things came out of the 80s. umm, Keith Haring, The Smiths, fall of the Berlin Wall, Argentina winning the world cup in 1986, yours truly, taylor and anna, Minor Threat, a lot of good punk rock, a lot of good hip-hop, and the fukin RUBIX CUBE!!!
Best decade..the 20s...the 1520s! dude, Renaissnace in full effect. Can't get much better than that. It was like the first hippie movement but without any damn hippies. Socially revolutionary, politically relevant to the times and the spread of new ideas, and artistically intoxicating with beauty...1520s in Europe = 1960s in the United States without the treehugging hippies. Beautiful.
That's it, I got nothing left...
Remember. Take care of yourself, and each other.
Current Mood:  dorky
Current Music: PGMG - Something Bigger, Something Brighter
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12:13 am
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If you mess with one bean, you mess with the whole burrito.
With a slap in the face and a kick in the air, I say to you children...HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU! Man, i've been sitting in this chair here, sitting, hinking, writing, sitting, sitting, thinking. I'm in Tallahassee and there is absolubtely nothing to do at all here! Everybody's gone, so all of my friends, all of the parties, all of the fun has gone away as well. Whatever. I've been here and eventhough nothing happens, it's still kinda liberating. not having to answer to anyone again...beautiful.
Anymothefukinway...I saw Death by Stereo tonite here at the illustrious Beta Bar. HOLY SHIT!!!! oh my god!!! What a show! Over My Dead Body also play...they make me wanna be straight edge. What a beautiful band. These guys are fukin awesome...anyone into real fukin hardcore, the real stuff you know, before metal came into play, check these guys out. Fukin straight up, good, positive hardcore from California.
~DISCLAIMER~ I was not dissing the metalcore on the above written statement...I love the metalcore....but you can't forget where the fukin shit came from...hardcore is positivity in lyric, not a love song...
Death by Stereo was unbelievable. They keep gettting better and better and better and Awesome and then they write another album and fabulous and spectacular with a side of blissful. Only about 60-70 people showed up for this show (I think it's because everybody has gone home for the summer), but it didn't keep them from going insane. Singing along to every fukin word. It was one of the best performances I've ever experienced. After the show, Efrem thanked me for singing along...I thought it worked the other way. I though i was supposed to thank them...oh man; silly, greatful, selfless, modest Death by Stereos. You guys are too merch.
I miss Anna and Taylor so muuuuuuuuuuch!
I don't know what the fuck to do without my girls over here. Taylor come over now, and bring Anna with you...go pick her up from Venezuela.
I got the coolest Over my Dead Body shirt...wait till you see this shit
I wanna see the Hulk...anybody see it? worth the money, or no? let me know.
"I make music about the things I see, If I worked in McDonalds I'd rhyme about french fries" - The Notorious B.I.G.
You know what would've been coo...if Snoop and Biggie did a song together while Biggie was still wit us...WE MISS YOU BIG!!!
You know, who I miss...Anna...did I say that already?...............ok, and BIG too
School's great and boring all in the same...Math class is like Nyquil, it just puts me to fukin sleep. And my race and ethnicity class is the BEEZOMB!
I'm making an additional band in tallahassee when I get here in the fall...We're gonna be called "Xerxe's Revenge", yea, we'll be a history driven band. Fukin lyrix about the battle between the persians and the achaeans, and the Trojan War and shit...we'll be harder than anything you've ever heard...Zeus above all.
I hope UhmanDUH feels better...may your cold go away.
J-Lo's ass is mesmerizing.
I have no clue why i have pepper in y desk right now.
Do you guys think that J-Lo was better with Puffy or with Affleck?
28 Days seems very good...I perhaps may wanna see it
I GOT TETRIS FOR X-BOX!!!! I fukin own in that shit...wait till I get X-Box live, I'll tear anybody up in that game...you can't beat 14 years of experience on that game
What would hurt more... getting hit by Nolan Ryan's fast ball, or by wayne Gretzky's slapshot?
For anyone that wants to get me anything for my birthday (ehem, Taylor), you can get me the Family Guy disc set...I think it's $35. So, get to it! thanx! or rechargeable batteries with the rechargeable recharger....recharger...FAMILY GUY!
Ok, I'm gonna start rhyming...Acoustic rapper, and Latino. Wow, watch out Tipper Gore. You got more controversy here than Two Live Crew and Eminem together. LatinoCORE!
Okay, I'm out...
The Herculean Bolvian...
oLATINOCOREo
Current Mood:  energetic
Current Music: The Notorious B.I.G. - Juicy
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01:34 am
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Don't Drink and Drive
What a tiresome week. What a tiresome BLAH!
I've been working construction, doing siting on a Pizza Hut in Ft. Myers Beach. DAMN! That shit is fukin hard. Next time you see migrant workers on the side of the road paving, or mowing lawns, or any sort of outside work; be thankful that YOU aren't the ones doing it, because you wouldn't be able to do that for a living. I know for a fact that I wouldn't be able to...the only thing that keeps me going is the FAT check I'm getting at the end of this upcoming week. Only two weeks I'm doing this for <~~that's Yoda talk. Just be glad you're not doing it. So next time you see Pat Buchanan on tv trying to enforce migrant law changes, and impeding the immigration of Mexican and other nationalities (as in a complete shutdown on incoming border crossers), say, "FUCK THAT BITCH" cuz you would be doing that shit up. Either that, or your lawn would become a forrest and buildings would take forever to get built. Not to mention mad traffic jams because our existing roads would never get broader due to a lack of labor force.
Today I went waverunning, jet skiing, whatever, took the fukin waverunners out. Man, what a blast...that shit's so fun. But I got sun burnt, which is a downer; especially since I'm a bitch, and I cannot handle SUNBURNS! Whatever, it was a good day....Free good food, wave runners, and rita's. It was OFF THE HOOK!
I'm sorry I pissed you off anna...playas fuck up.
I got more gas than Iraq right now....That mexican food is kicking my ASS!
Hubba Bubba is the best fukin bubble gum ever!
I still haven't seen Finding Nemo...I gotta hit that shit up
I'm leaving for Tallasassy next sunday...you're gonna miss me oh-so-much
If Taylor ever gets married I'm gonna be one of her bridesmaids...I'll make that shit look good dammit! I just hope the dress isn't blue; it''s not my color.
SNOOOOOOOOOOOOP DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOGG!
Man, I got the new Shai Hulud! WHOOOEEEEE!! Yea, I love them so good....more than hugs but less than watermelon.
I heart watermelon
Please...DON'T EVER DRINK AND DRIVE! It's the stupidist thing anyone can ever do...It isn't worth to put your life and someone else's life in jeopardy just because you don't want to give in to a cab ride, a friend to drive, or to just crash out in a friend's house. If you need more convincing, then check this site out...http://www.geocities.com/toxicwasteland2000/drinking.html <~~ don't let this happen to anyone if you can help it.
The very first thing in the Shai Hulud thank yous in their new cd is "South Florida Hardcore"...that's fukin awesome.
I wanna be the next person on Mount Rushmore...
That is all
Current Mood: grateful
Current Music: Dead Prez - Animal Man
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05:13 am
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If I saw you walking down the street, I'd run through red lights just to get a glimpse of your eyes
What an eventful weekend it has been. Very eventful indeed. I followed the Alkaline Trio throughout Florda on their three dates on our shiny state. On Friday night they played Orlando, SUCKED! Saturday was the Factory in Ft. Lauderdale, that was pretty good. Sunday was the ever-so-welcoming State Theatre; whata wonderful show it was. Alkaline Trio is awesome, but the highlight of the tour was PRETTY GIRLS MAKE GRAVES! What a bunch of fukin amazing people! Amazing band, amazing music, amazing boobies on the lead singer, and amazing niceness. They are unbelievable. We totally backed them up, shouting their lyrics when nobody else new who the fuck they were. It payed off on the third show, cuz they totally shouted us out, and played a song we requested. AHHHHHHH! How great it was.
Today I went to see Snoop Dogg and the Red Hot Chili Peppers in West Palm Beach...but, oh yea. We got there fukin late and missed Snoop's performance! I FUCKING HATE BAD TRAFFIC!!!!!!! I can't believe I missed my favorite rapper's performance! I'm still very dissapointed. The good part was that the RHCP put on an awesome performance. Seriously, Anthony Kiedis is a dancing machine. That fool does not stay still for one second, doing fukin flips, and kicks, and other silly shit. It was great. And then, I get a phone call from my friend Emily, and she tells me that she's in the show and has an extra backstage pass for me...WOW! Hell yea, I want in. So, I got to go backstage, where...get this, there was FREE BEER!!! and free food. AWESOMENESS! After the show, there were about a hundred other people who had backstage access, and when the guys from the band came out, they all flocked them, so I didn't get to actually meet em cuz Laci, Lex, and the rest of the gang where waiting for me...so I just got to see them from 10 feet away. Oh well, they did an amazing job performing...very impressed over here. At least I got to go backstage...I can say that now.
I can't believe I missed Snoop.
I'm seeing Norah Jones this weekend! YES!
Death by Stereo on the 26th of this month...so excited!!!!
Tallahassee coming up....
MY BIRTHDAY IS AUGUST 10TH!!!...iPOD...iPOD...iPOD...iPOD
Oh man, I got a new Jackson guitar....so fukin awesome!! I don't know what else to say, but that it rocks harder than your moms crack pipe.
Mr. Potato Head is the coolest toy ever!!!
Tracy, I was your man, did everything to make ou understand, and now blah blah blah blah blah blah....TRACY...Kevin Seconds kicks ass.
If a cop were to rear end you, would he have to call 911 to report an accident?...or could he give himself a ticket for wreckless driving?
Did you know that the first person to die in the American Revolution was a balck free man. It hapenned during the Boston Massacre of 1770.
Man, driving back home tonite was so much fun...so much getting lost, so much closed Dennys, so much dyke police bitches, so much laughter...thank you Snoop crew.
I didn't wear underwear for all three Alkaline shows, and today I put some on...but it was the pair that I'd been wearing for the past week...It's really hard gettin around this pair...so comfy...don't make tha disgusting face. YOUN DO IT TOO! Just like you poop! YOU POOP GOOD! and you love it.
See the clear light, don't sweat the bullshit...You're always here, and the past was only an adventure...LIVE FOR THE PRESENT!
I can probably eat watermelon more than you could do the best thing you can do in your life.
The McLaughlins have provided for me more than my own family has...well maybe not, but it's pretty close!
I like new guitar strings...and Andrea's boobies from Pretty Girls Make Graves...
Current Mood:  full
Current Music: Sick of it All - Sanctuary
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02:20 am
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My pores bleed the fury of two weeks of boredom...
This town SUCKS!! i don't know how anybody under the age of thirty can inhabit this town which lacks any sort of activism or a fukin environment from which a kid can go and spend his or her hours enjoying an activity of any kind. Everything closes at fukin 10 o'clock over here. I mean, I know I lived in this town for ever, but I didn't realize how bad it really was. If any of you have the chance to get out...DO IT! It's a lot better in the ouside world...there are places that actually close after 6 o'clock on sundays, honest. enough verbal rampage.
I've been reading this book called, "Don't Believe the Hype" by Farai Chideya. It describes in detail how brainwashed the American people are into believing the negative aspects of African American society over any sort of positivity that it brings to the overall population. It tells of how the media exploits the negative sides of the African-American peoples but never give in to the positivity that it actually brings. A couple of facts: Blacks constitute only 12% of the American population. The majority of violent crimes are committed by white people (60%), while black people are responsible for the latter percentage (40%). The majority of army enlistees are white, but a disproportionate amount of enlistees aer black (over 30% of our soldiers are black), yet blacks are considered a symbol of crime in the United States, but not a symbol of patriotism. It is true that the unproportionate amount of black people that commit crime can be responsible for the connotation towards crime, but how come the other unproportion isn't being acknowledged? Are African-Americans not patriotic? or is the media not allowing them to be?
"There are more black people in prison than there are in college." WRONG! There are around 136,000 black males ages 18-24 in prison while there are around 378,000 black males in college of the same age. The age group that defines a college-attendee. I haven't finished the book, I've actually just started it. This is a subject which I find very delicate, so I'll make sure to keep putting uncertainties up for those who might believe the otherwise prejudice of the media and common America.
Alrite, so tomorrow I go and see one of my all time favorite bands. I am of course talking of the one and only SHAI HULUD. I didn't get a chance to pick up their album today (yes, the album did come out today), because I decided that it was better to buy it from the band itself, rather than supporting a multi-million dollar coorporation such as FYE or Specs (which by the way are owned by the same group...what the fuck hapenned to anti-monopoly laws?).I'm very scared because I still have to go have surgery on my ACL and seeing my boys rock out will make me get a little crazy, thus bringing me to the part where I ask all of you a favor: Pray for my survival, and for my knee to get better.
I got a digital camera. If you're around me, better get ready to smile...
I'm seeing Snoop June 2nd...thanx Taylor!
Alkaine Trio times 3 next week...oh man, you're all jealous.
I want am iPod still, for whoever wants to buy me one.
I'm starting a new band in Tallahassee called Twilight of the Idols...watch out. It might rock a little bit.
Lilo and Stitch is so fukin awesome!
Only 10 percent of all professioanl atheletes are black.
Wolverine could so kick Spider-Man's ass. Anyday of the week, twice on Sundays!
I just saw Snoop do a Metallica cover...umm, yea. Who's gonna fukin tell me he's not the best rapper ever! The fact that he did a pre "Black Album" song, also lets me know that he knows that everything from "Kill 'em All" to "...And Justice for All" rocked the fuck out. And if you adre say that it didn't than you have no fukin class...plain and simple.
Hey, everybody! Patrick thought that my LJ picture was him playing guitar. Shout out to Patrick Norris: "YOU WISH BITCH!" You wished you looked this fine! HA!
X-Men 2 kicked the Matrix: Reloaded's ass! The best flick of the summer. I still have to see "The Hulk", but it's gonna be a tough fight! I can't wait until June 0th to see it! I heart comic books, and comic book movies.
OH OH OH OH!! I might be getting a big, ugly truck!! No radio, no AC/heater, no funtional driver door, but it runs like a beauty! and the best part! It's FREE! yea, what! When I get it, you can all ride in the back! AWESOME!
Alrite, I'm hitting the sack...FUCK YOU ALL! but please love one another.
Forever Yours,
The Herculean Bolivian
P.S. Herculean is pronounced - Hur-kew-lian...three syllables, not four.
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Beethoven - Moonlight Sonata
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03:57 am
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Remember...
Sometimes, I just wonder if the things of yesterday were ever what you thought they were.
If all the friends and all the fuck ups were the trouble they caused. If the troubles were your happiness, or if your happiness sometimes was too much trouble.
That night when you left the house, knowing that you would get in trouble, not realizing that you would stay inside for the rest of the week; and for that one week, you would ponder on your doing, and swear never to do it again, yet on the first night of freedom you went and did it again. The loves and the hates, the “I love yous” and the “fuck yous”; did they ever mean anything? Looking back, was anything worth it? was your childhood/adolescence even meaningful? That toy that you begged for, cried for, and finally got it, but in the end you played with it for one day, and then realized it was boring. The trouble of trying to be someone else, so you could be “cool”, when the coolest person you knew was yourself. The bad hairdoos, and those ugly clothes. The yearning for being a football player, but realizing years later that it was too much fukin work to begin with. The many shows, with all their glory. The hot girl whom you thought of every damn night, but realized she had no clue who the fuck yo were.
...but remember that one night yo got together with your friends and talked about all these things?
EVERYTHING WAS WORTH IT!! CAUSE I DID IT MY FUKIN WAY!
Current Mood: optimistic
Current Music: Bane - Superhero
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02:34 am
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I am home once again.
I got home today. I'm very tored of a week filled with finals, packing, moving, lack of sleep, and just overall nervousness. But all that's over, so on to better times and enjoying my summer.
Man, ain't that drive home a fukin bitch? Who's With Me?
I wanna set up a little conference recital of sorts. I want to play a few songs for a few distinguished friends. All originals that I've written, and I want the people to give me an honest opinion of what they think about them. I think I want the world to finally hear my music, but before-hand, i want the TRUTHFUL opinion of my friends. I don't want people to tell me, "yea dude, it's great" just because you're my friend, you'll be doing more damage that way. i want the TRUTH. and yes...I CAN HANDLE THE TRUTH! If anyone is interested in being a listener, please let me know, and I'll try to set up something, so we can all do this thang. It'll be very much appreciated.
Alrite!
The new Death by Stereo is unbelievable! Best album to come out this year without a doubt. If you like punk or hardcore, this is the perfect cd that has the best mix of both. This album is amazing, up to this cd, the new Alkaline Trio was my fave for this year, but DBS has dethroned Alkaline...sorry Anna and Taylor...but oh wait...the new Shai Hulud comes out the 22nd, oh man, if Hulud can dethrone DBS it'll be a great feat...EVERYONE GO GET THE NEW DEATH BY STEREO!
I got a feeling it's goin to be a good summer...Justin, Ben, Anna, Taylor, Amanda, Laci, Dave, Tyler and the rest...it will be much fun.
Tyler, it was awesome seeing you tonite playa...
iGoodnite
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Death by Stereo - These Are a Few of My Favorite Things
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02:10 am
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Holy Fuck (no, it isn't a pun on Easter)
I am so fukin tired. I'm very excited to go back home. I am in need of a very long break...I get home May 2nd, if any of you people out there remember me, hit me up...I can sometimes be a cool guy.
My mom came this weekend; she's been rokin so far...takin me out to eat, and cookin for me and my friends...yea, she rocks
Dawg, seriously, Enter the Dragon, is the best martial arts movie ever...I taught Bruce Lee all that shit
What the fuck is this shit about Syria...can't you be content enough with fukin up one country....stay the fuck away from the bad licorice Bush, take your stinky dinky out of your ass, and please learn how to pronounce your words...if you don't know what I'm talkin about; read a newspaper.
WOW! I'm in need for someone who's willing to record my shitty ass acoustic music. If anyone is willing and able, come my way and shout me out....holla at a brotha, and hook up the game.
oh shit, check this shit out...when it comes to compliments, this is the Sultan of Swing: Yesterday I presented a, well...umm, a presentation on the Latin Amercan wrter, Gabriel Garcia Marquez. My professor was very impressed with my presentation and thanked me for choosing the topic i did. But that wasn't it. Part of the project was to present a piece of my own writing that was inspired by the author I chose. I read a poem to the class, and afterwards my professor commented by saying that it was the "best poem I've heard written by a student". ok...five minute break. WOW. That shit was deep, I'm still blushing two days after. It makes me wanna change my major. Damn.
I'm goin to see Alkaline Trio soon enough!!!
Shai Hulud soooooon!!
Death by Stereo comes out on tuesday!!!!
AHH!
"Life is not what one lived, but instead what one remembers; and how one remembers to tell it."
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Slapshot - 108
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05:09 pm
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I got a book of matches, I got a can of kerosene. I got some bad ideas, involving you and me
So shit, where the fuck were we. Oh yes, it was the time that I realized that the girl saw her friend with her zipper open, and then said, "so she must loved warm milk"...everyone laughed, but I had no fukin clue what was going on.
I only have three more weeks of school, and it feels great. Yea, it feels great to have to go back home and get surgery....I hate my knee, and my knee hates me.
Holy shit, the dolphins are gathering a fukin batallion of defensive players for the upcomin season. Shit, we re-signed Zach Thomas, and we signed Terrell Buckley, Zgnanina from the Rams, and we're lookin into signing future hall-of-famer Junior Seau. If that happens I'll shit my pant, and keep an undying smile. Oh man. Offense scores points, but defense wins games, that's what I say. Also, we signed tight-end, Battaglia from the Bucs, what! yea, and' we're lookin into gettin Brian Grease....queu in the bells...may the legacy continue. Ok, Fed, shut up about football...ok
I'm so fukin hungry.
Yea, so sayed up all night last nite, cuz I had to write a paper contrasting the views on the afterlife, according to ancient text. The Greek or Achaean point of view compared to the Latin or Roman views. Comparing The Aeneid's 6th book, to the Odyssey's 11th. What a bunch of shit....Academical bullshit.
I need a haircut.
I want an iPod.
Postmodernantideconstructionism....yea, do YOU know what that means?
I gotta give a shout out to my boys in WITH VENGEANCE....yall negros is tearin that shit all up. Proud of you....make me wanna sob and take a shit, both at the same time...mad love
Ok, so listen to this shit. Yesterday I bought a set of strings because mine were gettin too rusty....a month of playin will do that. So I get my 10 gauge Martins, and come back home with a mile wide smile, because I'm about to get my jam on with some new straaaangs. SO I put on the low E, then my A, then D, G, B, and finally the high E. I start to stretch them out, because otherwise they'll fukin sound like shit, and keep detuning. What happens? My B string fukin pops. I was like "AWNBELIDIS"...translation - "I do not believe this". So, luckily, I had an extra B string of the same gauge, so I replace it...and guess what happens, not five fukin seconds after I replace my B....go ahead, guess. THE FUKIN HIGH E POPS! What kinda shit is that? now, my ass didn't have a spare E, so I started hittin shit...I got angry as a mothasucka. So I'm here hungry, with no iPod, in need of a haircut, and I don't have a fukin E string...somebody just come and piss on me to top myminute. Besides all that, everything's peachy.
I'm broke...if anyone wants to donate to the "Let's have a heart and buy Fed a meal foundation" please e-mail me at Pleasegivemefood@starvingwithasmile.com...if you're donating from outside the US, Canada, Puerto Rico, or the Virgin Islands, please include an extra envelope, $3.76, and a phone number in case I can't get a hold of you, so I can send you a picture of my happy ass.
Yea, guess who's opening for fukin Alkaline Trio...PRETTY GIRLS MAKE GRAVES!! yea, that's right...I'm just did a double toe touch and fuked up my other knee.
Man, Mike has been kickin my ass lately in Madden...I gotta find a way in which I can stop his split pass.
P-H-I-N-S, PHINS PHINS PHINS!!!
What's your favorite 80s TV Sitcom....mine would have to be...Who's the Boss?
Forever and ever,
Fed
Current Mood:  hyper
Current Music: Alkaline Trio - Good Mourning
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08:42 pm
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Now here's the question...
People:
Tell me what, in your opinion, is the greatest combination of all times. It can be a combination of anything. Ham, and Cheese; Batman and Robin, Hip and Hop....whatever. I just want to know your opinion....
I'm going to go with....Peanut Butter and Jelly...that's cuz I'm an old school fool
also...what does exanimate mean?
Current Mood: exanimate
Current Music: Sick of it All - Step Down
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02:32 pm
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With this I say it all...
Thank you, great leader George W. Bush.
Thank you for showing all of us the danger that Saddam Hussein represents.
Perhaps many of us would’ve forgotten that he used chemical weapons against his own people, against the Kurds, against the Iranians...Hussein is a bloody dictator, one of the clearest expressionsof evil today.
However this is not the only reason for which I’m thanking you, Mr. President. In the first two months of 2003 ,you were able of showing many important things to the world, and that is the reason for my gratitude.
In this manner is in which I want to say: Thank you. Thank you for showing us that the country of Turkey and its Parliament aren’t for sale, not even for 26 million dollars.
Thank you for revealing to the world the gigantic difference that exists between the decisions of government officials and the wishes of the ones being governed.
Leaving clearly that both Jose Maria Aznar and Tony Blair do not concede the least importance or show any respect for the votes they received.
Aznar is able to ignore that 90 percent of Spaniards are against the war, and Blair doesn’t show any care for the largest public manifestations in England in the last 30 years.
Thank you for your perseverance, because it forced Tony Blair to go to the English Parliament with a false dossier, written by a student ten years ago, and showed it as “solid proof retrieved by the British Secret Service”
Thank you for making possible that Collin Powell would ridicule himself by showing the United Nations Security Council photographs, which one week later were publicly discarded by Hans blix, the Chief Inspector to the disarmament of Iraq.
Thank you, because your position made it possible for the Minister of Foreign Affairs of France, Mr. Dominique de Villepin, in his speech against the war, was given the honor of being applauded on the floor. An honor which was given only once previously in the history of the UN: for the speech of one Nelson Mandela.
Thank you, because in response to your efforts towards war, has brought the Islamic nations- generally divided- have condemned unanimously an invasion, during a meetng held at Cairo, in the last week of February.
Thank you, because your rhetoric affirming that, “the UN has the opportunity to demonstrate its relevance”, achieved that even the smallest countries choose a position against the attack towards Iraq.
Thank you, because your foreign policy has made the Minister of Foreign Affairs of England, Jack Straw, in this day and age, 21st century that, “war, can have moral justifications”, and with that statement make him loose all credibility.
Thank you for trying to divide a Europe that fights for unification: it’s a red alert that will not be ignored.
Thank you for being able to achieve that which only few have been able to do: To unite millions of people from all the continents fighting for the same cause -even when this cause is against yours.
Thank you for making us feel again that eventhough our words won’t be heard, they’re at least pronounced, and THIS will give us strength in the future.
Thank you for ignoring us, for ignoring all those that were opposed to your decisions. For the future of the world is in the hands of the excluded.
Thank you, because without you, we would not have known the power of mobilization. Maybe it doesn’t show any reward in during the present, but it will surely be valuable in the future. Now that the drums of war have been irreversibly sounded, I want to make mine the words of an ancient European king which were directed towards his invader: “May your morning be beautifuk, that the sun may shine on the shields of your soldiers - because during the afternoon you will be defeated”.
Tahnk you for giving US the chance, an army of anonymous, manifesting through the streets to stop an ongoing process, to know the feeling of impotence, and to learn how to deal with it so we can overcome it.
...enjoy your morning and the glory that it can still bring you. Thank you for not listening and treating us without respect. But do know that we DID listen, and we WON’T forget your words.
Thank you, great leader George W. Bush.
Many thanks.
Current Mood: cynical
Current Music: CNN
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